last month of the year

I have just realized it is 1st dec, 09.

welcome to the last month of 2009, the 2nd worst year of my life.

well, many people do not like their 1st year of army, it is usually the time they are snatched away from their comfort zone, but personally, AJ is worse than army. trust me.

fuck 2009, army is the sec most hated thing in my life, other than AJ. i mean anderson jc. i have army uniform, but i hate aj uniform more.
fuck u really hard, 2008, spits.

restart

i am not someone who can keep things to myself, so I have to say it, by means of internet perhaps.facebook is not a good choice because it is sooo open, that it seems like you are committing social suicide. so i choose to come back to blogger :)

when i say restart, it means to restart my blog over here, as well as restart my life, okay, not too long ago. I was down-pesed and posted out to do PA's job, one month ago. i started to look for more tuition assignments, sign up for more dance lessons, meet up with friends during weekdays... these are such simple tasks that any normal civilian people can easily accomplish, but army makes it look like a privilege.

i nearly died, but i fought my way through, thanks to bugger, helping me all these while.

okay, looking at more positive side, i start to pay attention to my image again, and planning for more fun activities. i still have 5 days off this year, think gonna spend it on a overseas trip.

wanna buy a digital camera.

i'm single, and happy. secretly suspecting i'm asexual--meaning not interested in neither genders. but i do like clubbing, if there is young girls(not that i am horny, its just appealing to see pretty girls, instead of dicks and dicks and dicks) and great music. phuture is good, at least on ladies night.

YEAH! happy to be back

shopping soldier

trust i have lots to say, but we can't reveal anything with NS.

better not risk it.

expecting my hair to grow... faster.

here are photos from my Dec concert, Evoke.

1 i bought a macbook, not sure how to use it, anyone can ans?

2 anyone has functionable non-cam hp?

done

ALL my exams are officially over, now i have to look for a job. will go for a few interview today, hope can start working tomorrow.

i need money.

by now i have more or less given up returning china, it's too expansive and short duration, what's more, i am really disappointed with Dad. snares.

praise Jesus.

WHO WINS

the battle has about to come to an end.

most of my major paper has finished and there is a mixed feeling stirring within my heart, how about having something that you hate too much to come to an end all of a sudden?

paused.

i bought my i-pod classic, 120 G, i call it my son, call it "sub-marine"

he is a handsome young boy.

fatherly smiles.

BAD NEWS!

i will have to enlisted to army on 7th Jan, 09.

meaning that i might not have time to go back China.

this is the worst news of all time, since it has been a wish, something i would actually look forward to, in the mist of all the shit i am going through at the moment.

generally i am quite angry with God.

but i would stil try to go back, since it is a wish.

if everything works out fine, i hope i can stay in Jilin for at least 12 to 13 days.

the problem is all my friends would be in school, no one would play with me...

sigh. stil can't make a decision.

before the ultimate battle

ok, where shall i start with...

I have had the "Farewell Assembly" though i wasn't there, but i went school later to collect my entry proof as well as other stuff. I heard it was boring, i knew it would be. and i can foresee that Prom will be boring, too. ha! I am not going.

well, i have to admit that i have to a better term with FA in the sense that i don't hate it that much after it is over, and i have to say that it has its "human" side, which i am grateful for. Jesus, I love you, it is over!

preparing myself for As, of course, everybody is doing the same, shan't dwell on this. I am starting to enjoy life, even the time i spend on study, and I feel sooooo much happier when I'm done with FA (though i still have to go for A exams). shall end my exams by 12 Nov, Econs. Last pp is in fact phy pp1 on 18th Nov, but who cares for MCQs...lol shall work after that. hopefully will fly for China on 22 Dec after final dance concert.

I AM STILL SINGLE. goodness, about 1 year already. however, i am surprisingly happy with my status as being single, for i am not ready to shoulder the duties and the sense of commitment and responsibility that come along with a relationship. i shan't risk my coolness at such crucial time.

a few photos of myself.



hee........


mu tuition kid, damn smart


ok~~! smart kid is still a kid... haha